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of people came to her classes. Lots of people had heard about
her and her work, while others had neither heard of her nor her
work. Nevertheless, she was known to us all. Known to us all because
she was the sort of person we invent when life, difficult as it
is, becomes even more difficult and our strength fails us.
This year
she departed from us and her work: she had perfected our picture
of the truly living human being which she had always resembled.
Gora`s
biography? Only the sparsest details are known to me: she was
born in Hildesheim, spent her youth in Danzig and came to Berlin
to train and to work as a teacher. I t was in Berlin that she
met Elsa Gindler, whose therapeutic body work impressed her so
deeply, and whose pupil she became. Indeed, this work became so
important that Gora continued it, going into it very deeply, and
developing it further. This growing intensity and interest was
to last a lifetime.
Later, in the indistinguishable
rows of houses in the grey dilapidated streets of Berlin, one
house , one flat , one room attracted people. From morning till
late in the evening, they came by the hour. And there Gora sat
on her little bench; in the spacious room with the red carpet
and gave her classes.
Even then, so many
came that there was n` t much room on the red carpet: Gora` s
reputation had spread beyond Berlin and Germany, although she
never sought public attention. She became an authority not because
she strove for any such status but because she was deeply involved
in the work.
She was a teacher and
therapist of the very best kind. She taught neither a subject
nor a method. She showed us the way: she taught us to find our
balance; the mental, the physical and the psychological.
She reminded those
of us who had forgotten of the natural order of movement. She
found ways back to neglected regions. Ways which are well-known
in other cultures but have been forgotten by us, midst the demands
of daily life. Gora wanted to nurture our awareness for our bodies.
This being the starting point for all expressions of life including
art, science and philosophy. This desire was so precious to her:
that if we could not allow the body to be in its natural state,
that at the very least, we should accord the body the same measure
of consciousness that we so zealously accord other things.
For a long time she
had observed how the body is seen as nothing other than a tool;
something which is taken for granted, and used and does not need
to be reflected on. At the very most the body` s exterior, its
appearance is cared for, until sick and tired it requires the
help of medicine.
Gora observed how even
schoolchildren, adults even more so , in an attempt to concentrate
became tense; tension was mistaken for concentration. She observed
how habits of bad posture affect the intellect, the psyche. She
saw how the easiest, the lightest of actions exhausted us because
they were executed hastily, fearfully or demonstratively ; because
all these movements were accompanied by unnecessary tension. Gora
saw that even when resting we were not at peace with ourselves.
Medicine, which has become one of the most amazing
systems for repair, more and more specific but also narrower,
can only combat the ills which are already manifest. The cure
is from the exterior and the patient, who is said to have recovered,
remains the same. The habits continue and the patient is alienated
from self and body.
Gora took upon herself a task for a lifetime,
the difficult and lengthy task of working with adults, helping
them to search for what they had lost: working with the small
steps and aids which her work afforded.
But how could this search ever be taken seriously
when we exclude the body as one of the possible sources of awareness?
How could this search be taken seriously, when we deny it the
education, which is granted , as a matter of course, ( and I don’t
mean training) to knowledge, intellect and even spirit in Europe.
Gora`s goal corresponded with her great gift for getting through
to people. . She knew that it is only within the body itself that
the development of awareness of the body can take place; that
this awareness can only be truly and finally understood and consolidated
when the differences in sensations were actually felt, sensed.
She was a demanding teacher. After all, we were
there to work. She could even become infuriated.
And so we learned to move; to walk to stand, to
lie as if we had never been able to before.
She insisted that we give our complete attention to the interconnectedness
of breathing, the voice, muscle tone , the position of organs
and the skeleton. This was a course in anatomy and physiology,
about the slowly increasing ability to sense more exactly.
Gora gave us the opportunity to observe infants
and toddlers. They were in a way all “ her children”
, because she had looked after them and their mothers during pregnancy.
At the beginning of consciousness movement comes from the centre
of the person, from the centre of the tiny body.
The body , physically ( but also in every other
sense) between heaven and earth , above and below, avails unconsciously
of this constellation of energies if we would only allow the body
to be carried ( by the earth) , to be held upright ( the breath
).
Little children never waste energy. They always
have enough for the things that are important. Their play, with
its rhythm of excitement and relaxation, is effortless the whole
day long.
Any adult would be completely exhausted after
a short time if they tried to move exactly as a small child does
. And how often, when we mean to rest, do we remain tense till
we fall asleep, only to wake exhausted the following day.?
Why did so many people come to Gora` s classes
for so many years ?
There is nothing more difficult than to find a
way to relearn that which has not been knowledge common to all,
which has not belonged to our general culture for hundreds of
years. This knowledge has never been completely lost. Very gifted
dancers have known about it and so have some sensitive doctors
, therapists, psychologists and artists.
There are of course a multitude of methods in
the area of medicine and rehabilitation which affect us from the
exterior.
But in the case of Gora` s work we were responsible
for ourselves. The starting point and aim of all our efforts was
our own selves, “ You need to understand that it is of absolutely
no use that the teacher understands” .
When I first met Gora she was 78 years of age
and to me she seemed frail and not in good health. But, she was
able to live with her body and it was in harmony with whatever
she wanted and she had schooled it to great levels of calmness,
perseverance and efficiency .
From morning till late in the evening , never tiring, with her
deep interest for all kinds of people and what they produced,
she loved and nurtured the life-force in them and always looked
forward to her classes.
In this manner she worked with generations of
pupils. She never lost her energy , giving her last classes a
few days before she died.
So right to the very end of her very long life she was the embodiment
of the truly living human being. People became alive again just
being near her, or even literally under her hands, which were
as knowledgeable as she was, and under which fear, brusqueness
and know- all attitudes melted away.
Gora did not leave a community of believers but
individuals who will influence others. She did not write anything
down because it would have meant less time for her pupils. However,
she has left behind pupils, who after years of intensive study
with Gora, will be able to carry on this work convincingly and
each in their own individual manner.
Gora would not listen to thanks.
“Don’t thank me, do the work”.
January 1989
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